21st May 1988. Today is 21st May 2009.

I’m officially 21 years old. Lame and boring it is. Like always. That is my life. I choose it this way. Thanks Nini for the Pierre Cardin White T-Shirt. Unfortunately, most probably I won’t wear it, because I am a fail in wearing white cloth. They will turned out to be coloured the next day.

THEORY 1:

@khairul: Happiness is a choice.

@abdusfauzi: Happiness = The absent of HATE and ISSUE, means that it is just a dream and unreal.

@khairul: Happiness: Being able to smile even in the dark cold night, cause you know you still can appreciate the stars

@abdusfauzi: Stars : Always there, but it is a one side view. They don’t even know you do exist

@khairul: If the stars are unreachable, at least appreciate the shade the trees around had given you

@abdusfauzi: The shades by trees is not on you, because you’re in the middle of desert. It falls on somebody else. Why should you care?

THEORY 2:

Happiness / Love = The absent of ISSUES and HATE

THEORY 3:

You should envy the power of HATE. Have you ever thought why MU won their matches? Why your team won the game, instead of the opponent? Have you ever realized about this?

Because, HATE gives you enormous energy, at instant. Your team is losing, thus the HATE to lose empowers you with an instant and powerful energy to win over your opponent. This also apply to other things such as, the HATE to fail papers, the HATE to be called loser, or the HATE to lose  someone you care. You will have the HATE power and this gives you any amount of energy that you needed to do the anything that you wanted to do.

Care and Love will only weaken you. They will drop your energy level to a very low amount, to make you feel happy and feeling safe (lower down your adrenaline - in medical term). However, you have forgotten that they power that you originally had, has now gone and wasted.

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