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Proofs. That is what I’m living for.
Morning everyone. It is 07:40 a.m here, in Miri. A reply for this post Selamat Tinggal Lelaki (Post deleted)
I warned you, this is a very long post. Grab a coffee, then you can start reading.
When I woke up,
The sun has blown its shine,
Its morning here, and it should be the same there,
I woke up without any restrain, nor constrain,
As I slept early last night, like there was a chain,
A chain that closes both my eyes.
You. Yes, it is you,
The one who owned a blessing,
Which come from the sky,
And you, yes, I’m talking about you,
So, turn to me, and face me up.
You said you were tired, very tired indeed,
You waited so long, as no man could ever count how long it has been,
Finally, you said that you met me.
You said something about life, but, which life are you talking about,
And, suddenly, you said no,
A no to your newly build life,
A no to your happy life,
A no to your own cure,
But, which life, and why.
You said to me,
That I make you forgot you dark memories,
That I make you smiling and jiggling,
That I make you daily life, a bright as sunshine could be,
And all of that, comes without a waiting,
As you told me, that awaiting is something hard.
No. I said no to you,
No. You aren’t weak,
Not as weak as what you’d think.
However, you said that, you were weak with a feeling,
And I would like to know, what feeling it is.
And you said, you have been through it before,
Where it made you feel sick, at the bottom of your purely heart,
A very deep strike, deep upon you heart.
You seems to be very aware of your surrounding,
That you make the decision to swallow it,
Even it is black, black at the dark night could be.
You wanted to satisfy everyone,
And try to claim yourself “Im ok”,
While, you, yourself was in pain.
You said you can’t hide the feeling no more,
A you felt that, the Lelaki is getting closer to you,
But, and a ‘But’ from your lips,
Saying that it is a No-No to it,
As you said your past had made it distant.
Now that you say about it,
I’ve finally know,
That you wanted to stray apart,
Far apart from Lelaki, together with the feeling.
As you said you want to cure it,
So that the pain wont comes to your face,
So that you can continue with your life.
You called him again, again, and again.
But still, you don’t want him to in your life,
But still, you said that you won’t wait for him,
And try to be free, by saying “I won’t disturb you, no more”.
And, you, yes. I called you.
Don’t do this hard, as there was nothing at all,
Nothing at first,
As you only felt it in your imagination,
And not on your actual life.
You. It never came. Not even a bit.
So, stay put, we can continue it here,
Continue as how we left it yesterday.
It is the proof of nature,
That “Love can kill, and It may also cure”.
Proofs. That is what I’m living for.
abdusfauzi, Wednesday, 2008, 13 August, 08:20 a.m.
It has been a long time, since my last poem. fuh, my head is already karat.
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When I woke up,
The sun has blown its shine,
Its morning here, and it should be the same there,
I woke up without any restrain, nor constrain,
As I slept early last night, like the was a chain,
A chain that closes both my eyes.
You. Yes, it is you,
The…
wei.. bila masa lak adik aku berpuitis mcm nih? konpius…..
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biasala kecewa-kecewa ni
bile tgk balik 30 tahun dari sekarang kita akan geli hati
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herm .. so .. what do you want to do after this ?
PUJUK la weyh !!!!!
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hahahha…that is a real u… :XO:
hahaahhahahahahah
that is the way u expres ur feeling….
cewah…bajet mcm phm u..x kot… :down:
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kat miri ? x pernah pun sampai ke sarawak lagi. hehe mungkin lepas raya lah kot. hehe
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datang la sini. semoga dapat juga menjejakkan kaki ke sini.
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hehe…aku just baca 1 part je…dah boleh agakla kejiwangannye..keke…no worries….
rahilahs last blog post.. What a weeK!
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aduhai..romantik jugak adik akak ni sorang yeee…ni putus cinta ke aper ni?
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bukan la kak yus. takde GF pun, just nak reply a poem from my friend. dia yang down. huhu. :halo:
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oohh ye ke…akak ingat salam yg down sbb putus cinta…anyway..takkan adik akak yg hensem ni tak der GF…
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nurNabils last blog post.. silver for malaysia !
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Hehe. Thanks for visiting.
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i’m agree with “member munzirfauzi, dj “….
kalau tgk balik 30thn akan dtg, sure senyum sorang2
nurNabils last blog post.. silver for malaysia !
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ada bakat menulis sajak nampaknye~ hehe
tukar aa blog ni. tukar jadi blog utk penyajak2 hehe~
eDs last blog post.. Haih lelaki
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Huhu..dude..didn’t know u cud write this deep..
In a way,this poem suits me as well..huhu
cats last blog post.. Change-Rhetorical or dream come true?
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thanks for dropping by bro.
[my english is not as good as yours]
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